julio 09, 2008

JAMIE

Cuanto duele darse la cabeza contra la pared?

Y que pasa despues? Te llevan a alguna suerte de clínica? Hay alguna tomografía en particular?

Hay algun premio consuelo por tratar de ser bueno? Por esfuerzo?

Y la verdad, que es mas dura que una pared, es cinica.... y se te caga de risa en la cara... y te das vuelta y la seguis escuchando reir..... y asi te sigue por la vida....

La verdad es esa vocecita de niño de 5 años que te persigue para siempre, riendose como Nelson y repitiendote una y otra vez que no sos bueno para esto.... que no es lo tuyo..... que hay que renunciar....

Y hoy me di cuenta sola: Vos sos Jamie..... mi Jamie...... el que voy a tener hablandome en la nuca hasta que me muera.... esa meta inalcanzable... ese podio para mi imposible..... es la medalla que nunca se va a colgar en mi cuello....



CATHERINE
Jamie is over and Jamie is gone
Jamie's decided it's time to move on
Jamie has new dreams he's building upon
And I'm still hurting

Jamie arrived at the end of the line
Jamie's convinced that the problems are mine
Jamie is probably feeling just fine
And I'm still hurting

What about lies, Jamie?
What about things
That you swore to be true
What about you, Jamie
What about you

Jamie is sure something wonderful died
Jamie decides it's his right to decide
Jamie's got secrets he doesn't confide
And I'm still hurting

Go and hide and run away
Run away, run and find something better
Go and ride the sun away
Run away like it's simple
Like it's right...

Give me a day, Jamie
Bring back the lies
Hang them back on the wall
Maybe I'd see
How you could be
So certain that we
Had no chance at all

Jamie is over and where can I turn?
Covered with scars I did nothing to earn
Maybe there's somewhere a lesson to learn
But that wouldn't change the fact
That wouldn't speed the time
Once the foundation's cracked
And I'm Still Hurting